in basic acting we were staring into each others eyes for awhile. first was very awkwarddd. my instructor said that it’s awkward because we don’t want anything from the other person, which was kind of intriguing. i’ve never really looked into anyone’s eyes for a long time cause i’ve always thought that the eyes are a window to one’s heart, but maybe i never wanted anything for anyone else.. so make longer eye contact and smile more ok! i didn’t want to stare for the whole time so i just looked at one eye to the other constantly. idk it was still hard for me.. it felt like we were staring into each others’ eyes for a good 2-4 mins xD. my eyes felt like they were burning or melting after the exercise lol. i’m actually glad i’m taking basic acting. i feel like i’m not on par with everyone else, but maybe i’ll at least break a few barriers around me.
i wonder what my eyes say. what do they say? someone drew a manga version picture of me. she drew me well. my eyes look sad. probably loneliness. i always hated my glasses because i thought they were like walls that blocked my eyes. like a mask or goggles. always sliding down, heavy, blocking my beauty lol. so i think i look better in contacts haha. handsome actually xD. btw i have dark brown eyes :)